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wow...i wonder if people still look into this thing...i cant even believe im updating..i mean i havent updated since wen?? shit a LONG ASSS TIME! anyways ...its summmer now! monarch is over...thank god i hate that school and im debating where im goign to go next year...anywhere but there i think lol anyways not much has changed really...well actually a lot of shit has happened...me and savannah became really close after marissa and me wernt friends anymore...me and amanda stoped hanging out because i was so close with savannah but that shit ended 5 months later where she told people i set her up with drugs or sum bull shit and we ended up fighting in the girls bathroom...then i tried fighting her again but i was wasted and at the beach and just wanted to fight. so that ended our friendship but i dont give a fuck because then me and amanda reunited lol and were the bestest of bestest friends and we always will be cuz that girl has always been there...and i will always be there for her ok but enough mooshey shit. i dunno if i wrote about jesse in this journal hes in boston right now visiting his family thats another one of my friends and then theres rachel i love that girly too shes like a business woman now or sum shit i dunno but shes madd strait and well everythings a lot better int he world of haley...pretty much just liven up the summer with no drama! im working too so im maken mulah! but yea i just had the urge to update or something...man i cant believe im comming back to this stupid thing lol but i kinda like it. o well hopefully this wont cause as much trouble as last time....but yeaaaa i dunno what else to write...i dunno what im doing tonight either..im at amandas house waiting for dinner ashley just called and is going out tonight but i hope she doesnt get in trouble cuz I DONT WANT YOU TO GO TO TEXAS lol...as for the boys in my life..i dunno whats going on in that department...but like a good song once said...IM PIMPIN ALL OVER THE WORLDDDD lol haha amanda wil know what im takling about. but anyways we got #10 and we got the gentlman...and the mcdonalds sooooooooooooo theres just a couple of things im thinking about right now and wow i just read what i wrote and no one will ever know what that means unless your name is amanda michelle allen hahah ok well i dunno what else to write so im outtie
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[21 Jan 2005|10:58am] |
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this is my final entry...no more livejournal..this stupid thing does so much more harm then good. im just goign to say some shit i neeed to say....
marissa-
listen i know you look at thius journal a lot (so does everyone else apperntly) and im sorry if i hurt your feelings from the shit i said. i know it was really bitchy and i guess some may look at it as immature to talk shit about you on my jounral but you know as well as anyone i put everything on my jounral. i get out all my anger on this thing..it really isnt fo rn e one else but myself. people who chose to read it do but i dont really write for everyone to see it and i mean im sorry that i did that to you cuz that was mean. im not only appoligizing on here i mean i intend to apologize to your face too but i just wanted EVERYONE to see that i was just talken shit and it aint tru...im sorry that were not friends anymore and it does bother me despite what everyone thinks i do care that i lost my best friend. i know what it feels liek to loose one ...and i lost yet another, but i know its me that changed, but you did have something to do with this too it wasnt all me . you talked about me like i talked abotu you and we both got on each other nerves that sunderstand able shit we cant be happy with each other ALL THE TIME because i know we were just geten sick of each other. marissa i got mad at you because 1 you tried to make me feel liek crap sayen you cant trust me and shit when you were out there running your mouth too!! that makes me so upset wen my friends talked shit about me because i owuld say more then half this school talks about me ... everyones got shit to say when they hear my name and you guys were the only ones i had to go to who never said n e thing.. but you started to open your mouth and talk talk talk...you thought i was talking shit about you BUT I WASNT i didnt ever talk about you behind your back and i know for a fact you did that to me . so i got really upset but instead of cryen over it i got angry and i just wrote that shit out. we both know no one ever really means what they say all the time wen they get angry, so i am sorry for sayen that shit im not writting this to win back your friendship, i know that we will pribibly never be as close as we were because of this but i am sorry FOR THE JOUNRAL and writting it out and putten you out liek that i know you could say shit but that wouldnt really bother me to tell you the truth but i mean if you want to go ahead but im sorry for that and im just not even ganan talk about you no more keep my name outta yourmouth and i will do the same we can just be strait and civilized without having to be best friends ya know..welll i guess thats what i wanted to say
iight im done with journals IM OUTTIE
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[21 Jan 2005|10:04am] |
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wow so im guessing my journal is the latest thing now. before no one knew i even had one and now im looked at as a "immature" BITCH because someone brought more attention then needed. whatever i dont care---n e ways yesterday i went to work late and then i went home and iwas sooo tired and i didnt really feel that good. jesse called me though and i went to go chill with him and kyle and then i went home aaround 9 i passed out sometime after that i was so tired!! i came to school stoned today for the like first time in a long ass time! i member wen me and amanda used to smoke alll the time before school. like despite everything thats happened in these days i will admit that i do miss amanda and AT TIMES i feel bad for what i said to marissa but amanda i really miss i dont even know what we are right now i mean i never really was mean to her and i know why she was mad..because me and savannah got so close and she got pused out. and for that im sorry i mean i dont understand why all three of us cant chill together because you were both of my best friends so ...i dunno? but whatever i think imma try to talk to her later but yea anddddddd thats it my AIM isnt workign and my teacher is being bitchy so im outtie
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[19 Jan 2005|02:11pm] |
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this class is sooo boring and im suposed to be doing all this work but i really dont want to do it cuz i dont want to write these esays...O WELLLL yea but umm yesterday was the most stressfull day EVER ... god lol savii THE HOLE WORLDS AGAINST US!! lol but yea im just so done ...i dont care n e more about stupid bitches and i know there was some problems with the entry i deleted but you know what i really dont give a fuck n e more who reads this shit if what i have to say you have a problem with then dont fucken read this shit if i offend you or hurt your feelings THAT SUCKS cuz i dont care! but yea me and savii went to dodge ball yesterday and smoked a blunt with jessy and nick friar seth and stratten actually we sxmoked liek 3 it was good i needed to get alll my stress out, i went to work yesterday and i got to go again today damn i betetr be getten a good ass pay check! but yea sooooo o this morning i went to go get that stupid itch down the street to find out she got a ride from her mom and didnt tell me so i fucken went there and uhh I HATE HER shes such a bitch man i really do not liek that girl at all n e more!!!! whatever i could go on and on about that bitch but i really dont want to think about her and her fucken mustache big gumb pimple face...UHHHH ...IM OUTTIE
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[12 Jan 2005|03:20pm] |
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Here's the thing
we started out friends
it was cool but it was all pretend
Yeah, Yeah
since you've been gone
You dedicated,
you took the time
Wasn't long 'till i called you mine
Yeah Yeah
Since you've been gone
And all you'd ever hear me say
is how i picture me with you
that's all you'd ever hear me say
But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so moving on
Yeah Yeah
Thanks to you
Now i get
what i want
Since You've Been Gone
How can i put it?
you put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah Yeah
Since you've been gone
How come i never hear you say,
"I just wanna be with you"
I guess you never felt that way
But since you've been gone
I Can breathe for the first time
I'm so moving on
Yeah Yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get what I want
Since You've Been Gone
You had your chance, you blew it
Out of sight, out of mind
Shut your mouth, I just can't take it
Again and again and again and again...
Since You've Been Gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so moving on
Yeah Yeah
Thanks to you (Thanks to you)
Now I get..
I get what I want
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so moving on
Yeah Yeah
Thanks to you (Thanks to you)
Noe I get (Now I get)
You shoukd know (You should know)
That I get
I get what I want
Since You've Been Gone
Since You've Been Gone
i love that mother fucken song!!!! n e wayas peer counceling is boring as fuckk i toured this boy today and he was such a weirdo and he was tryen to like hit on me...but hes ugly and uhh well i kinda told him i would walk him to his next class so yea i dunno but this girl came with me and her name is amber and shes a freak and liek i was talken about how all the freaks on the hill do the ring around the rosey and fucken try to put spells on people and shes all like...welll those are my friends, i was liek ooo shit im sorry hahaha it was madd funny though i felt kinda bad but imma go cuz me and kamille are talking about guys who i should go out with its madd funny yo haha i dont want a guy though...im just ok being ME and SINGLE lol im outtie
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[12 Jan 2005|12:47pm] |
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fuck boys and there fucken confusen ass shit im soo done fuck them all i done with BOYs and there stupid games and there immature bull shit, im over it im done NO MORE i dont want you i dont want him i dont want ne one i dont need n e one..cuz with myself i wont get hurt, with no guys theres no room for heart break and no room for tears. fuck girls...and your "friends" cuz you know they all are goign to talk shit about you behind your back...trust no one not evenn your best friend because just like you probibly have talked shit about them ... i garentee they are talken shit about you, all girls tlak all girls are bitches. you need to learn wen its time to stop beign so dependent on everyone else...i am my own best friend that way theres no room for hurt and no room for petty bitching that gets you no where...now a final note...
its done...fuck it I DONT WANT HIM N E MORE i dont need him ... im not waiting on you im just done... ITS OVERRRR FOREVERRRRR AND IM OKKK WITH THAT :-D
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[10 Jan 2005|01:47pm] |
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well im sitten in peer counceling so so so boring and were talking about physcos and boyfriend problems lol its kinda funny amber and kamille are going on and on about how mike wanted a break and dumped her but hey I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THAT FEELS LIKE yesterday i fallowed the first day of school with some smoking lol i drove nick to work and picked him up saw curt HES HOME! and then went home and went to sleep i was madd tired.. my mommmy made me breakfast today it was good...eggs baccon and toast. yes in math i get my CD rom today with the text book on it but i aint looken foward to doing work n shit cuz i hate math but at least saviis in there with me :) yea i dunno what im doing after school today but i will probibly update in third period because its a gay ass class with jaime as my only friend lol well im outtie
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[06 Jan 2005|10:48pm] |
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so so so bored ..no one did shit tonight everyones home :( marissa leaves again tomorrow..and i gatta work at freaken 10 in the morning till 5..long day, yea but today me statty mandy and rissa went to the beach ... no one was really there..we left n went back to my house picked up a lil present from savii..lol imma get you more dear. saw colin and austin, they just wanted all the bear i got in my closet so they didnt stay to long since we were at the rec..they called tonight to come and get it too..man those guys are really desprite for some alchole? how the fuck do you spell that shit? o well dont matter..my mom found a lighter in the wash today and knew it was myne she was all pissed or tried to act liek she was in front of my dad so he wouldnt get mad at her since he doesnt yell at me or talk to me bout that shit so she was mad in front of him but i knew she didnt give a fuck. since she came in like 2 seconds after and gave me a massage lol. but yeaaa last night i slept at saviis house man was i fucked up lol..a lot of weed and a shots of black velvit and vodka did me in. but ya...congrats laur on your permit im sure your a great driver..lol i mean if im driven you can do it but yea i think im going to go lay down or something i duno im just super bored and wanted to update real quick alright im outtie
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[03 Jan 2005|11:20pm] |
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well im bak in florida thank god i never ever want to leave ever again my computers all fucked up though so i gatta use my mamas so im never on n e moreee n e ways wow a lot of shit has happened well wen i got back i think that day i went to the rec n i saw amanda and savii and statten and we smoked THANK THE LORD i was missen that shit lol and then i dont remeber everything i did new years was fun i was on everything i could get lol it was great .. marissa savii amanda and her cousin and statten slept over we had a funnn ass night...DR WHITE holy shit...good times good times..n e waysssssssssss yea but somehow in all this i got a boyfriend...jon..and we started going out on the 1st but that mother fucker is dumb so we broke up today lol plus ya know ya gatta fallow your hreat even wen it makes you believe things that aint true. i know that im so so stupid for setten myself up but i dunno im hooked so whats a girl to do? i guess just go with it and hope and have faith...but its hard to have faith in someone who tells you things just to get laid and get what he wants but hey im always up for getten laid to so what the heck ...rite? i mean i gues theres a difference wen we do it..because i have a lot of feeling involved and he doesnt give a shit but hey whatever ... damn everytime i start to talk about something it always leads back to nick..i gatta try to think of something else lol well tonight we went down to the beach and drank i was drunk ..im strait now..i didnt drive tonight thank gpd driving is sooo over rated. but yea i gatta work tomorrow i havent worked in god knows how long. but i go in at 10 and i get off at 5 so its all good. but i think im going to go lay down soon i dunno i need to think about everything and everyones knew drama...uhh drama is a weird thing it may not involve you at all and the next minute your sucked in like a vacume..drama is everything in our group if its not one of us its the other if its not you..o you can bet you will be in it, although without this "drama" our lifes would be so boring and you would have nothing to talk about. i dunno whats going on but i do know one thing and thats that i trust savii and i know what happened really that night and i know she wouldnt do that to eric because she loves him..all guys think that you cheat, i guess that she will have to go on telling the truth while everyone thinks shes lieing...cuagh caugh GABE caugh caugh...wen sometimes all you can do is say it didnt happen wen no one will believe you but heey its ganna be ok..and hopefully eric will have more faith then nick did i dunno about this hole boy thing he loves you know doesnt want you later..you love him always but cry over him so much ...would someone you love make you cry so much? i duno im done cryen..there aint no more tears left..im outtie
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im in the hotel they got these free computers :) i cant wait to go home imiss everyone and everything i hate the snow i hate the cld i cant wait to be back in florida wit all my girlies..amanda savii jenn marissa i miss yall sooo much i hope you guys had a great christmas...i wish i could call but my fone bill would be liek a million dollars...LAUREN HAPPY BIRTHDAY i know its late and im sorry that i canty call you but i hope you had a great birthday pretty soon youll be driven YOUR GETTEN OLD DEAR lol i hope everyone had a great christmas myne was pretty good i got everything i asked for but theres still one thing i could think of that i really want. it sucks, no matter how much you try to convince yourself that your over it and that it doesnt matter n e more you know thats not true and there comes a time where you gatta stop lieing to yourself and just face reality that e doesnt want you back and you gatta move on..but its hard ya know...expechilly wen the one you want you know you could probibly do better but you dont want better you just want him. ive been thinking about "him" a lot latley, every since ive been up here and like tats all i ever think about and i just want him outta my freaken head!!! GETTT OUTTTT lol i need a good nice boy ..WHERE ARE YOU? lol oo well i gatta face the fact that its probibly over forever and i gatta move onnnnnnnn so i guess im done talken about him cuz that doesnt do me n e good ..whatever I MISS EVERYONE ...im outtie
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why does life have to be so confusing? there are so many decisions you have to make everyday and you never know if they are the right ones or wrong ones...then one day you will look bak and wonder what would have been if you took the other path , made the other choice? i guess its the feeling of regret. i hate regret more then anything. worst of all i hate heart break. what if i made the wrong decision, now im stuck paying for it and it hurts so bad i just want it all to go away. and then theres all these internal conflicts...and you dont know what you want n e more. do you want someone new? do you want to just sit and wait for HIM to relieze he was stupid and come back to you? do you want to get over him or hold on to everything you ever had just for a lil longer. granted everything happens for a reason but when people say that do they ever wonder what the reasoning is? soon nothing makes sense n e more. someone can treat you like shit and be the meanest person to you and yet you still linger and hang on everything he says and yet someone can be so kind and loving and you let it pass right by you because your scared to wonder what might be if you wait just a little longer for that other one. maybe the problem is im living in the past. holding onto every memory and every thing i posibly can that happened before, maybe im not seeing whats happening today and thats when i relieze it could posibly be over...over forever...and i dont knnow if im ready for that. im not sure if im ready to let go of the past and live in the future..i need to figure out what i want however what i want isnt whats best for me...what i want is him to relieze how much i love him and that i would do n e thing for him and i wouldnt ever want to hurt him. what i want is for us to be bak together and i just want to be happy...but like i said what i want and what i need isnt the same i need someone to be there for ME i need someones that going to care about me and help me when i need it. someone that just wants me to be happy...i dont know im so confused and i just about give up but right wen i want to jsut let it all go...i cant i just cant and i dont know what to do n e more...
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[17 Dec 2004|01:19pm] |
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fuck you... im so fucken sick of you leaving your shitty fucken notes this is my life and i dont give a fuck wut you say about it if imma be a hoe let me be a hoe nothing your ganna say is goign to make me do n e thing diffeernt and your wrong because i dont care what peolpe say about me look how much people in this school talk shit but i dont care ...you never see me cryen bout wut other people say about me cuz imma still do whatever the fuck i want. i dont get fucken mad or how do you say it "jump off" when people call me a bitch or a hoe because sorry sweet heart your aint the first to say that to me...i dont know who you are and i dont wanna know who you are and i aint sayen shit to you no more you wanna keep readin my shit and keep comenting you go right ahead you have your fun and make fun of me and say shit but honestly it dont get ya no where if it makes you feel better about yourself to put me down then i think thats your problem. i know i aint fucken alone and i aint scared of life because i chose what i want to do and i know imma have people to be there for me. you wanna hate me...hate me go ahead i dont give a fuck and thats the truth so till you wanna come up and say something to me in person or leave your name...im done with you...so uhh fuck off
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i got my car bak..thanks nick lol ..but yea so i drove to school today and we got a sub in first hour im so hungry i shoulda went to mc donalds this morning o welll ill go tomorrow but yeaaaaaaa umm i wanna do something after school today and i really gatta go to the mall but i dont know where im goign and i have no money and im "grounded" but yea who knows why i think my grades? i dunnnnnnnno alright heres the thing...for everyone that keeps commenting about how much they hate me .... i dont care i honestly dont so go away your just annoying and making yourself seem pathetic so im tryen to help yall out here by not making you look liek immature bitches...but thanks to everyone else that did stick up for me i love ya all and also another issue i should address ...it is posible to have a friend ..a really good friend that you DONT trust but they are still yoru friend ... and in time i know i will trust you caitlin i know i will i just need time because i think about "it" a lot and i just gatta get over it so its all good but i will always be your friend sooooo yea im outtie
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today i got up and went to church and then taught CCD..it was liek really good though because like i actually taught then something it felt really good that they learned because of me i dunno thats why i wanna be a teacher so i can teach kids..its veryrewarding ...ok n e ways and then NICK CALLED lol but umm thats not all i went to work and they told me to leave i gatta go in tomorrow...i think ray wants to fire me but i dunno cuz theres a chance i wont get fired liek id ont really care but i need a job right now but i wish i had a job closer to my house because galaxys tooooooo farrrr but yea and then i left and went to the mall and i got my hair cut I HAVE BANGS i look like 12 but hey thats alright cuz all in all i think it looks very good lol but then i shoped and got some new clothes amanda was with me and thennn we droped her off and my physco mom started freaken yellen at me...for nothing...i really dont know why im in trouble but im in a lot of it and im "grounded" but umm i never really get grounded so i aint worried about it i just want to kno why im in trouble but im scared to ask and now shes in a good mood so im just ganna let it all go lol umm then carrie came and she picked me up and i went out to dinner with her we talked about a lot..alot alot alot and man that girls like my sister i missed her cuz we used to be sooo close and then i dunno we grew up shse in college now and shit and shes gone though what i have so its nice to talk to her i duno its like a sister. but yea she droped me off at dary queen and i saw rissa n then carrie came bak and brought me home and thats where i am lol so thats my day kinda boring but eventful alright im outtie
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[10 Dec 2004|01:08pm] |
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oo im having such a good day its my birthday :D yayayayaya im 16 and i got my liscense today and im ganna be crusen around and i love it i can go whever the fuck i wanna go ya im soooooo excited for tonight but i gatta work so im outtie
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wow a lot of shit a lot a lot a lot but i aint even getten into it...whatever liek my quote for life goes I DIDNT DO IT lol but hey its whatever i dont have ne thign to say bout that shit its over now...MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 2 DAYS im soooo excited my mommy is taken me out to go for a lil drive tonight and then i got a thing tomorrow and then friday i get my license!! im sooo excited!!!! i cant fucken wait...yea but ne wayzzz i dont have much else to say i talked to nick today and i think were getten to be friends hes still coming to my party :) that makes me veryyy happy i just want to be his friend at least cuz i love that kid and i just wish he knew but whatever i aint ganna think about it i get to depressed so im outtie
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wow yesterday sucked but hey it whatever now i just dont care but man i fucked myself over so bad but i mean i guess imma ahve to learn to get over it i regret all the decisions made that night and i shoulda had more respect for myself but everyone thinks this is something i plan on doing on a regular basis wen its not i mean damn im sorry but theres nothing i can say to take bak what happened so whatever and wen people talk it doesnt bother me ...theres only one person that gets to me and im sure we al know who that is...uhh it sucks i fucked up and now we'll never ever be together agaian and thats the thing that kills me. i love that kid and he doesnt love me and it hurts so bad...but this is my fualt wo i just gatat take the good with the bad smile wen im sad think about the memories and remeber what i had...im outtie
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uhhh sooo tired this weekend wore mme the fuck out!! on friday i went to work right after school then went to short shits house and we just did nothing because amanda just yells at her parents and gets nothing acomplished lol but then we both went to my house where amanda almost hit or i think she did hit a fucken racoon ...good driven bud...and it was squirming haha but then we got to my house and got ready to go for a night on the town..and we went to dary queen ..marissa was worken and anthony was at sub way (but he hates me anyways so i didnt talk to him much) and thennnnnnnnn umm zane picked us up at like 11 and we (me rissa short shit and zane) went to the hotel party and we smoked some more lol and we drank..yea we were gone but then like id ont really remeber but we ended up at mikes house this kid hat i dont even know...and we smoked again lol...then we got bak some how and im not sure at what time to the hotel and no one was like there it was me marissa amanda jaime smith austin walter vinny gabe umm i think thats it..NO SETH seth came AND SO DID HIS DOG! lol but yea and then we all ...umm...we...passed outtttt (hahahahahahahahahahaha)..then gabe and seth left and i woke up at like 9 cuz i had to be at work and thank god for jenn yo because she came and got us or we would have been fucken stranded...uhh i love you so much...but i went to work and then i went strait from work to saviis hotel cuz it was her birfday party :) me marissa amanda tiffany and stratten were all in the hotel ..and then liek people came but liek im not sure who lol there were people in and out and shit liek that like i saw a shit load of people all at different times and the order of the night is kinda messed up in my head but i know walter came and gave me my weed and me marissa and amanda smoked it and then the second time i was with justin and eric...and then i smoked a blunt with seth and marissa and amanda...then i smoked with savii caitlin and jenn and then i smoked by myself...all in all there was a lot of smoking going on yestreday lol...but yea JENNS GOT THE DA DONK KA DONK hahah im sooo funy woooo man just look at yourself LOOK AT YA ...wow that night was so great i love you all so so so so so much but we all didnt end up goin to ed till like 4...and we all got up at 9...so this entire weekend i got bout 8 hours of sleep..and i had to fucken work today and go to chuch so im drained and i still have to make fucken invatations to my birthday so imma go do that now...5 days till i get my mother fucken license YAYAYAYAYAYAY im so happy...but yea im outtie
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thanks to everyone that tried to help me through that shit last night but i man only time can heal i guess...i mean yea im so depressed and im freaken heartbroken but time will heal...gabe told everyone today that he was lieing about us and that cleared up some things...nick still doesnt believe him i mean if he doesnt believe me and gabe then thats just arrogence so whatever if he doesnt want to trust me then thats all him...no matter what ill still love that kid so the next move is up to him i wanna be his friend but wen i see him i just feel liek im goign to break down and cry well i have to take a test so ill update later
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